For much of my life, I felt disconnected from myself, constantly trying to please everyone else. Growing up as an abused child, I struggled with very low self-esteem; and carried these wounds into adulthood, becoming a broke, divorced, and frustrated single mother who had lost hope in society, religion, and even in myself.
I was a people pleaser, more concerned about other people’s needs than about my own. I was taught from a young age that as a practicing Christian such acts were required by God, and would be counted as righteousness. I would be rewarded greatly with blessings and favor. Instead, I felt punished, confused, and directionless. My sense of purpose was shattered, and I felt utterly lost. My turning point came when I confessed my true feelings to the CREATOR.
Through tears, I told Him how I felt no love for Him, then went on to list my many reasons, one of which included His rejection of me. The answer I received cradled, overtook, and overwhelmed me. For the first time in my life, I experienced real love. It was gentle yet powerful, brimming with passion, care, and genuine concern. “You don’t have to love me. All I want is for you to accept My love because you cannot love me if you do not know what love is, and I want you to teach my children how to accept my love.” I was pleasantly shocked by such a response. Cleansing, healing tears flowed and washed away all my negative thoughts of my beautiful, powerful, awesome CREATOR. Truth be told I was not expecting a response. I was just clearing my mind as I had done many times before. In that moment I realized that I had gotten it all wrong. The Most High’s care, love, and compassion is about us- not Himself. Whether we love Him or not does not change who He is. However, without His love, we live a miserable, unfulfilled meaningless life. We are His vessel to carry His love. Trying to live without the love of the CREATOR is like pouring sand into the engine of your vehicle and expecting it to run smoothly or at all.
This profound moment of clarity set me on a path of self-discovery and healing. I began training in Integrative Health, Nutrition, Spirituality, and Energy Healing. These practices helped me regain my strength and self-worth and ignited my passion to help others do the same, as I was told by my beautiful, sweet, loving, all-powerful CREATOR.
Today, as a certified Integrative Health and Nutrition Coach and Energy Healer, I have dedicated my life to guiding others through their journeys of transformation. My personal experience of overcoming deep-seated self-doubt and finding true purpose drives my commitment to help others reconnect, renew, and reclaim their lives.
My journey from being a disconnected people-pleaser with low self-esteem to finding peace and authenticity mirrors the struggles many of you face. As someone who grew up with abuse and low self-worth, I understand the pain of feeling lost, frustrated, and without direction. Like many of you, I once grappled with the challenges of being a single parent, losing hope in society, religion, and even myself.
Through my epiphany, I discovered the importance of prioritizing my well-being and reconnecting with my inner self.
My experiences and professional training equip me to provide the support and guidance you need to overcome your struggles, find peace within, and live authentically. Just as I reclaimed my purpose and peace, I am dedicated to helping you do the same.
Growing up in a Christian household, I learned that pleasing “God” should be the foundation of every decision I made, and that these choices would be followed by divine rewards. This belief deeply influenced my perspective on life. However, beneath this surface of faith laid challenges and traumas that often overshadowed my spiritual journey.
My faith in God and my childhood traumas were fierce competitors. Even as I became an adult, new traumas tested me, pushing me to the brink of giving up on my faith. The burdens became insurmountable overshadowing my pursuit to please God. Learning to reconcile my faith with my struggles became essential to my growth and understanding of true wellness.
I sought love and refuge in marriage, which led only to more disappointments, heartaches, and even more trauma—not just for me, but also for my children I was CREATOR, guiding me on a journey of self-discovery and healing. As the chaos began to settle, I saw the dots connect like spilled water on a beautiful wooden table. I caught only a glimpse of the CREATOR’s design and began to understand who I am—a vessel for HIS love. I started to understand the mind of my FATHER and the acceptance of HIS love. I realized that the traumas and struggles I was experiencing were not meant to break me, but to rebend, reshape, and redirect me to my purpose.
With this new understanding, I was guided to embrace holistic and spiritual (not religious) practices, becoming a certified Integrative Nutrition and Spiritual Health Coach, and an Energy Healer. In this journey, I found empowerment in knowledge and purpose in service. Guided by empathy and compassion I became a beacon of hope for others navigating their paths to true wellness.
Through every trial and triumph, I learned that true connection with the Divine resides within. It is a journey back to our true selves, where self-love and acceptance flourish. This is where we reconnect with our Power, renew our minds, discover our purpose, and reclaim our worth, dignity, health, wealth, and prosperity.
As I share my story with others, I strive to inspire hope and resilience among those facing similar struggles. In our darkest moments lies the seed of transformation, waiting to bloom into a future filled with peace, prosperity, longevity, health, wealth, and purpose. May my journey serve as a testament to the strength and resilience of the human spirit. Together, let us find the courage to embrace our inner light and create a brighter future for ourselves and future generations.
As your Integrative Health, Nutrition, and Spiritual Coach, I am here to empower, uplift, and enlighten you while holding your hand through this beautiful transformation journey.
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